Graduation

Today was the last day for the seniors. Needless to say, It was hard watching my friends walk out the door, knowing that they wouldn't be back the next day, or the day after that, or the day after that. You get it.
At the moment, I am yearning for, yet in a way, horrified of my graduation day. It will be the best day in the world considering I am finally getting out of the prison we call school, but to leave all my friends I usually see everyday, that'll break my heart. Jennie says it just kind of hits you like a brick when it comes. I don't think i'll be ready for it. I'm not sure I want to be ready for it.
I have three years from today of my childhood left. The last two I'll have to be worried about scholarships....
I don't think I have a childhood left.