Lonely: Part 2

We’ve all got a friend with a bad habit. I happen to be blessed with many friends, their habits don’t usually bother me, because I love them for them. I could care less if they chew with their mouth open, bite their nails, or even smoke and drink. I thought this was an asset of mine. Yet, now, I’m trying to decide whether this has caused a little bit of a numbness towards me. I accept them for them. I’ve supported them in every aspect of their life, and never let them down, and although it seems like it’s nothing to them, I’d take a bullet for them. Hell, maybe they don’t realize that. Maybe that‘s why I‘m last sometimes. Or maybe i'm boring. That must be why they think that they can just up and leave me for blocks of time. I don’t know. I’m not sure what I feel like right now. Maybe that's because it's summer and I'm not seeing everyone everyday and a few people that I hang out with a lot are gone, but still. It's lonely.