I can only watch.....

Watching the stupidity of others sometimes brings joy to my life
but when it comes down to the stupidity causing pain, it no longer amuses me.
The last couple of years I have watched my sister stupidly fall in and out of
love with a boy that had threatened to rape me when four years ago. Watching her
try to help...and fail just made me uneasy. I admired her for trying to help him, but
after a certain point, i came to the conclusion, she wasn't helping, how she shouldn't have ever
gotten involved. I tried telling her how i felt, but she would scream at me saying how i didn't know anything.
When the truth is, she is the one who knew nothing. Days when she got off the phone, crying
all i wanted to do was scream at her telling her how stupid she was to get involed and
how i "told her so." Everytime she came home with a story, i listened, silent, thinking to myself
how her blindess of this person got her in that situation. By now, he has cheated on her,
lied continiously, and broken her heart numbers of times, only to come back and somehow
trick her back into him. Everytime she was hurt, she said she wouldn't take him back, but i would catch her
sending emails, keeping in touch and making amends with this monster.
Eventually she would become obsessed saying how. "He is drifting away, i think he is getting depressed again"
I just sit and ignore it, not saying anything, but inside i want to tell her. "Let the worthless SOB mess up his already
fucked up life" This person needs help, he has been this way for a long time, and the
help cannot come from my sister, its just not how it should be.
My friend said he had tried to touch her in the pool and she ran away crying. He is one messed up kid and many will agree with me.
HE NEEDS MEDICATION! He tells girls how he was adopted and how his little sister died. By saying that
he gets sympathy. Sure, he had a bad life, but he can make good choices to improve the rest of his life.
He said he tried to kill himself four years ago, right after I got out of the picture, saying how his life was terrible and
he went into a depression after his concusion. He says it was for attention like most suicide attempts.
Sometimes i sit and think he screwed up my sisters life. He was gothic and she got into it and began to dress
in all black right after they started dating. Then after they broke up, i believe in attempts to win him back"
it got worse. She got into witch and wizadry things. I tried to stop her, but once again she would explode
and tell me and all other christians weren't "open-minded".
I worried a lot about my sisters saftey. One time when she went out on a drive with him
i sat on the couch in silence worrying that Lynde wouldn't come back and the police would find
her in a ditch, brutally rapped and murdered.
Maybe i am worrying to much about this guy when it comes to thinking he will rape her, but i do know he is mentally unstable and needs help.
Thank you for listening